BACK WINDOW GOSPEL

This morning was cool—not quite sixty degrees—as I stepped out the front door and started off on my usual walk. I’ve always liked getting out early, before the day gathers speed and noise. At that hour there are hardly any people about. Once in a while I’ll see headlights backing from a driveway or hear the low hum of an engine as someone heads off to work, but those folks are passing through the morning, not walking in it.

That’s one of the reasons I love the hour. It belongs to quiet things.

The neighborhood children—what few there are—have already caught the school bus, and their laughter and commotion have drifted away with it. Front porches sit empty. Garage doors are closed again. The streets are still. Only the faint rustle of leaves and the steady rhythm of my own footsteps keep me company. It is a good time to think, to pray, to sort through worries, or simply to let the mind wander where it will.

As I walked, I did what I often do—I looked at the houses and yards around me. Ours is a new community, only a little over a year old, and people are still shaping their corners of the world. The HOA had laid black mulch around every tree and shrub, neat and uniform, but many homeowners had already begun adding touches of their own. Some had placed tidy edging around flower beds, curving borders that gave a little character to the front lawn. Others, myself included, had set out pots of flowers and plants to splash color against all that newness. Tall wooden “Welcome” signs leaned beside front doors. Little statues peeked from shrubs—birds, angels, and more than a few garden gnomes standing guard with cheerful seriousness. One house has three-foot-tall bear right by their front door. (I like it). Then, a few of us have “Old Glory” swaying in the wind.

My observations made for pleasant walking. Every yard carried some small clue about the people inside. And I’ll admit, as I strolled along, I gathered ideas for my own place. Maybe a border here. Maybe a planter there. Perhaps a bench.

Then something unexpected caught my eye.

It was on the back window of a parked vehicle in one of the driveways. Not a large decal, nothing flashy or loud. In fact, it was modest enough that a person could have walked right past it without notice. But I happened to look at just the right moment.

At the top were the words: I can’t.

Beneath that was the image of a cross. It was not polished or perfectly straight. Its lines were rough, weathered-looking, almost splintered. It did not resemble jewelry or decoration. It looked more like the kind of wood that would bruise shoulders and tear skin. Looking at it, I thought of the actual cross upon which Jesus died.

And beneath the cross were the words: but I know a guy.

I stopped for a moment there on the sidewalk.

There are sermons that use many words and say little. There are books that fill shelves and never touch the heart. But there, on the back glass of a stranger’s car, sat a message both simple and deep.

I can’t.

How much truth lives in those two words. I can’t carry every burden. I can’t fix every broken thing. I can’t erase old regrets, heal every wound, conquer every fear, or save myself by my own strength. Age teaches that. Failure teaches that. Life itself teaches that.

But I know a guy.

Not merely a guy, of course. The Guy. The Carpenter from Nazareth. The Lord from heaven. The One who touched lepers, steadied storms, forgave sinners, and walked out of His own grave. The One who still receives weary people who finally admit, “I can’t.”

I smiled and kept walking, but the sticker stayed with me the rest of the way home.

Sometimes grace arrives through stained-glass windows and spiritual songs. Sometimes it comes through Scripture opened in quiet devotion. Often it comes in a hospital room as prayers are offered. And sometimes it comes on the back window of a dusty vehicle in an ordinary driveway, speaking truth before breakfast.


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2 responses to “BACK WINDOW GOSPEL”

  1. Ramona Williams Avatar
    Ramona Williams

    So true! Love it.

  2. Darrel McMillen (Larence) Avatar
    Darrel McMillen (Larence)

    Thanks Josiah. I need an hourly reminder of this. You are a good man and a blessing to many.